every night is different
because you don't know how much of you will be there
and how much of you will already be out the door
and every murmur stirring in you frightens
because you don't know which voice to acknowledge
and which voice to finally hear no more
and you want to be other versions of yourself
ones that don't feel
that can't feel
and you want to be strong enough to fight the you that overpowers
that feeds off trepidation
cowering in the shadow of anything real
but you don't know how to be
the answers you want
you wish they saw differently
the eyes reflected in your heart
some things are easiest to feel alone
or to never feel at all
so you blink away the rain
and allow another story to start
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